haha.. yuting so eager to read abt me uh.. anw yesterday was my great grand-ma's death annivasary.. also, jumbo died yesterday!! =( yarhh.. what else nehh.. now in school having geog lesson.. in the libaray zuo bo.. every lesson oso do nth in the libary.. cuz giving us time to do out project.. budden the damn coms all cannot download the files frm e-mails. so tell me. where do we get out info? that's kinda dumb.. few days back on saturday went to ECP with kor n company to celebrate jinle pelvin n boon birthday.. ya.. boon abit bastard lehh =x birthday shuld accept birthday bash what.. run away. dumb uh? den LF bring girl girl.. LOL finally uh.. always suan everyone. now.. whahahaha. gratz anw. =) budden dun b so evil to others can?!??? haha k whatever. =/ rights ive got the siren thingy. HAHA im sure kor will noe what izit. anw it's juz a siren i put on my bag as key chain. fund it at home. quite weird lookin so put on my bag. u press a puny button to sund it. let go to stop it. lol.. den in the double deck bus.. the siren suddenly kept going..

on..

&

on..

hahahahaha.. cuz it was "pulled" out. den thought spoil.. keep ringin. den everyone looked at us.. so PSPS =D oh yarh.. den kor came to de rescue.. pluck the thing back. lol.. fuNNY LO rights.. den ytd de ytd night. got 2 guys outside my hse. press door bell lyk no nid electricity liddat. diing dong ding dong ding dong!! yeah.. den of cuz i went down to open the doors. it was kinda obvious that they're selling ice-cream.

so they went:
THEM: hey miss. ( all in chinese ) can i have a min wif u?
ME: what.
THEM: we're frm serangoon sec bball team

guess... my reaction......

i went clapping lyk mad penguin ldidat say

ME: oh good good good. v.good

LOL WHAT WAS TT?? haha dey were shocked. didnt say a word. so PS. so i went

ME: selling icecream uh?
THEM: er.. ya.
ME: not interested.

*turn n go "uhrhhhh!!"(for making me go all the way down. slams door.*

LOL funny. k take care ppl =)

Well.. another day has passed.. Junhui have already left for Perth yesterday.. haaha.. ( should be there already ) yupp..yesterday, there was an ambulance outside house "8" @ my estate.. heard from my dad from my mum from her friend, auntie lina's maid thatthe maid in house "8" hung herself.. quite scary uh.. ppl nowadays.. due to stress.. suicide will b another thing.. well.. from here..i wish to tell everyone not to give up life so easily.. there's always ups & downs in one's life; look forward towards everyting..leave behind what bottles u up.. yupp.. also, last night.. we went to send Junhui off at the air-port.. have been some time since i hang outwith kor & company.. still as crappy as ever,, still enjoy their company., bud yar.. in life, there isnt only one single thing u live for..there's lots more to do.. recently i'm having a so called war with my mum.. urgh.. sometimes i feel lyk killing myself ( I'm serious )but then again, i can't be so selfish.. i just can't.. ppl lyk my dad & so on. so many ppl outside there feel much more worse then me.. can't do it..well after her so called war with my younger bro, it's me.. haha.. oh ya.. anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTIE LIL BRO!!JIEJIE LOVES U SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!! MUAHAHAHA yeahh.. back to "it's my turn" hmm.. yeah.. what abt it.. it's lyk.. i seriouslythink that it's influence from my mum's friends.. after having a few mahjong sessions as in my mum, she suddenly changed her attitude towards me as in really. TOTALLY yeahh.. it's so darn it.. nan shou (in chinese) yeah.. feel so hooked up.. struggling for more breath..really.. i seriously dunooe what the fuck is wrong.. alryts.. she's ignoring me & we have officially not spoken to each other for morethan a day. but seriously i'm fine with all these so long as the rest of my family doesnt suffer with me.. i rather take on her hot temperhot attitude by myself.. all alone.. i've been crying alone for long long long hours but i really dunoe what to do.. really dunoe hoe toend this misery.. she's getting on my nerves.. I dunoe if i should treat her even better or just or just be cold towards her. this havealready started since the day before valentine's day.. that night, she just started ranting at me.. & Jarrel.. i was watching a show on tv( a vcd ) having a rest from after school before starting my work.. she assumed & started shouting, saying that i'm not taking my workseriously & all sorts of craps & started blaming on Jarrel.. it has totally nothing to do with him.. in the 1st place does she even noethat im not in a good mood & i feel really stressed up for i dunoe what too.. jus so stressed.. & what kinda attitude is that? she herselfknows it.. she know that i've been trying to improve myself towards my self-learning.. i've improved.. must she just keep rubbing into it?it's not that im not paying attention in class lyk what i did for the past few years. ryts.. enough with that.. she just keep continuin!! she started saying abt me & Jarrel.. saying that she's not against us all that but i'm young all that & that she will call the police ryt awayif something happens to me. well she's concerned abt me i'm happy with it but BULLSHIT she's not implying on that. she's slowly implyingon not wanting us to be together. what-the-hell. i'm seriously giving in to her by not screaming at all! not at all.. with my kind ofpersonality. i would. definatlie fight back with her arguments. but i endured & let everything pass.. but she's climbing over the limit.slowly. slowly. bit by bit.. now guess what. we're lyk as in me & Jarrel. we didnt meet as often as before.. feel really sad cuz i really missedhim so dearly.. im so used to get to see him almost daily.. almost.. or mayb everyday.. he's willing to wait. he's willing to come wait for meoutside sch. he's willing to travel from east to west. why stop us.. i've been doing my stuff n listen to my parents.. it's all part in the deal we made between my mum & I. i achieved what she wanted.. i've attended less outings with my friends.. with kor & so on.. less windowshopping with girlfriends & bitching around talkin outside. i've stopped so many things in exchange to meet him more often.. i stayed at home.. most of the time.. least with him talkin to me by my side.. what else? i managed to get him before 10.30pm even if i go out..i've stopped everything.. almost everything that brightens up my day.. everything.. & what's up with her.. she says that i keep going out..i've got witness.. i've got ppl to speak up for me.. i havent been hanging out late.. why must she assume i mean acuse me liddat?she herself can tell.. she herself can see.. she herself knows it best.. i've given out so much time with my friends.. with the time i canspend with them.. i've given them all out.. she says that i can go ahead & meet Jarrel on saturday & sunday.. i'm fine with it cuz leasti'm meeting him.. but. what now? i've got drums lessons on sunday that leaves saturday. but on saturday, she actually wans me to bringmy lil bro to Jurong library every week!! not only that i didnt want to join tkd.. bud my parents insist that i go for tkd lessons.. where's myfree time with him? there's no use at all.. i've tried my means to do what she wans.. to give in to her.. i've tried..and i've decided..
to be cold towards her..
I'm just so sad & confused.. i really hope for this cold war between my mum & myself over soon.. on valentine's day.. i bought her a flower(from Jarrel & I to her) she totally had no reaction.. at all.. no smile no nothing.. it really breaks my heart.. so much.. so much.. really thatmuch.. she taught me not to be influenced by my friends.. & be myself.. have my own point of view.. what abt herself now?she herself can see everything clearly.. she accepted everything already.. but now she's influenced by her own friends.. i'm desperatly gasping for air.. seriously.. wanna get out from her clutches not to be in war with her.. i wanna have my own time & freedom.. but notall these.. i really want.. i wanna get good relationships with her too.. i wan no war.. i wan no war at all.. but if this will help keep the rest of my family in peace.. so be it.. i accept it..
I will accept it..
amazing.. totally.. amazing.. Jarrel & I will still wait for each other.. Love U alot dear.. thanks for all your accompany..I'm not ashamed of letting others know abt our relationship. instead. i'm proud of it.. & will let everyone else noe =)
take care people!! Love U all too.. God Bless.. oh ya.. as for my LaoMa JunHui.. Love U as well.. Best wishes to ur upcoming challenges..Keep in touch & do us proud!! take care.. =)

hey people.. hoe's life? think it's been quite some tyme since ive updated this this.. rotting blog.. haha.. so how's life online.. damn.. what kinda of bullshit m i talking abt.. yeah.. valentine's day just passed and it's happy total defence day to everyone.. so.. let's see.. hoe's de new year going on for de chinesE? well well.. ive enjoyed mine.. ok what else.. the moon's rather pretty these few days.. hmm hmm.. oh ya the release of GCE O lvls results.. every did well gratz ppl!! kor & company too.. okie la i shall stop here 1st cuz im going to type a 2nd part of this! <3 jarrel =")

haha.. hoe many million years nv update le!! hmmx.. now uh.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS xD muahahax. guess u ppl out dere shuld be having fun
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nevertheless, O lvl! end liao le xD was posted to course "A" hMmx.. mostt LAN de course? muahaha.. wud to do.. neber study marhX! anw well few things to say. ohh yeaa 5 months oreadiii wo de DEDE haha. alryts la these few days, kinda boring, watch all movies, nth else to do -___-"" haha juz waiting for school to reopen? yuppx ^^V all the best to O lvl cadidates << style="font-size:180%;color:#6633ff;">GREAT xD

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it's kranji's 1oth birthdayy!! celebrating at the NTU hall .. real BIG wahahaz. denn todayy sch ended at arund .. 10? MISS WONG LIED TO ME!! arund 930am liddat she say go tru the ws den endd le in the end bomb us wif homeworkk .. lolx .. evilt teacher on the loosEe!! anw we kinda suspect that derrick(superstar) is mr.heng's bro!! cuz mr heng is kee kiat. denn derrick is wee kiat .. lolx .. budden he say not larhh .. anw dey look a slight amt of alykness. yarhh so maybe is .. who knows? people invovled in the dansical went off earlier as per normal, practicallyy dun even hav to study.. to prepare for the dansical larhh .. shall say it's rather successful .. hahax .. budden why didnt invite clarkk? supossing she shuld b there too .. lolx .. denn of all tymes, till today den the mic got prob. moron went up on stage denn the mic not working till arund 15mins liddat .. ma lu des neiii hahaa .. pel. controled the disco lights .. have to use FULL STREANGTHH to get the thing moving!! goshh anw .. yarhh haha .. denn abit malu also. cuz there's this 15 mins interval .. where everyone get to rest larhh .. anw korr they all got back they're 'O' lvl MTL results .. dey didnt do well baHh .. well people, it's not the tyme for disappointment .. it's tyme to .. BUCK UP!! re-sit for the test & make sure that it's so muchh better that u all wunn regret yarhh!! yay .. anw zijian did well bahh!! haha .. A2 lehhh not bad .. hmmhmm .. okie larhhx .. anw went to plaza sing for a show : MOP SISTER or sumthing haha not sure den aft tt jiu go dansical .. lolx .. anw .. erm erm .. there's this "the maid" model at the plaza sing cinema .. denn there's this girl wearing lyk her walking at orchard with 2 people holding onto a lanteen each n another wif the "gong" go gong .. gong .. gong .. lolx .. attract alot of attention!! yupyup .. denden dere's this guy. really funny!! go "make fun of the model"yarhhh anw. yarh that's abt it tc people.. nights .. edit agn bah! =D

wehEe yay yay!! finally got to go linx's house le!! lolx.. hao paiseh worx.. anw nice n cute pic dEar! hEhE hao ke ai.. wahahax.. before anything else.. kor!! 1 yr of kor & mei le!! bwahahax muz b thinking so dumb of me to still remember bahh!! wud to do.. you're a great kor manx!! wellz.. finally. A 'WOUNDERFUL' news broke out to me.. my wallet is lost agn.. this tyme rund arund 70 bucks.. man.. still owe ppl money lolx.. lin!! ur 50 lalala.. yarhh anw.. hmm.. in bus 190 saw qiaowei.. shiying.. yongjia.. liting.. weimun.. andandand eh suddenly forgot ur name. OOPS sorry. hEhE.. i'm evil!! wahahax. sian tml nida go sch le.. SIANDIAO lolx.. nbmx friday another holiday.. lalalaz.. dEar darling. plsplspls dun b angry nor sad? yarhh.. dun worry abt the war dede. yarhh.. okie? calm downn n chill``` =) hope that helps!! lalalax.. sorry for buying cold food yarh!! <- u noe.. lolx.. oOops.. anw watched *bewitched* lolx.. nicenicenice thumbs upupup!! lalalaz.. as we were waiting for the show to start, i took out a paper frm lin's wallet wann to throw de.. den roll up into a ball ball den we start playing.. LOL.. i really luff dao pengz today.. lol.. played 'bball' HAHA lin shuld noe yarh!! lalalaz.. hehe we're lame.. lolx.. den i run up the steps (going different directions) lolx.. run till tired sehh .. lolx.. really enjoyed myself!! wohOo!! thanks lin!! thanks for accompany time n agn!! really enjoyed.. wudever stress pressure.. problems all that all will disapper!! lalalax.. thanks lotlots.. *huggs* ((: really enjoyed.. told him abt my childhood on our way to cck.. lalalax.. thanks for everything!! really will cherishh everything.. every single things uve done n all the accompanies!! ((: